Life By Anon .. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i had written this one bout a month back.. though originally bout 6 months bck.. i ve written many versions 4 this one .. b4 i lost this version i thought i would upload it.. :).. so here goes..##########################################################

Life By Anon .. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life tells you My Dear Friend,
There’s not gonna be any end

For all u’ve been longing all your life,
Its all out there all so rife

Its just you who holds on to relics,
Passing Each day by full of panics

So today my friend give urself a chance
Come out of ur probs come out of this trance

As life awaits for u if you see
Its not just about u and me

Its about the ones whom you care for
Live with, live for, are ready to die for..

Just Remember in the end life will be a maze.
So live it to the fullest with all the craze :)

Life .. As A One Liner

Many of us have imbibed in our day 2 day lives many one liners
which we use very casually..
now y am i starting off this blog like this .. well tht i dnt knw ..
but i guess i just feel happy nd sad at such quick dialogue snippets
that this one liner thingy just got hold of me...

BTW i read a nice one liner today ...
Its better to live rich then to die rich ...

Chalo getting ovr this .. the point i wanna make
is ppl need not talk 4 hour 2 make each other
happy or sad ... all thats needed is a one liner
to do the trick .. u can elate a person or destroy
his cheerfulness completely with just one gud or
bad geture u're a part of ....

Also,i saw rock on today .. the movie ws great ...
i found it supporting 1 more cliche'..
y is it so mandatorily obvious 4 the guy 2 leave a girl
so easily ?? doesn't luk gud at al..
but still im one of the ppl who lvd bachna nd sawariya both ....

moving forward ... i really wanna make blogging a daily thing 4 maself ...
socha jaye to if life hs given me enough resources to waste time
on my fav pass times then y not grab it with open arms ???
" kabhi khud pe hasa main :)) .. aur khud khud pe roy a :(( "


Baaki .. life--as a one liner tells u to let go ...
seriously !!!! let go !!!!
let go of al the one liners tht hurt ya ...
of al the one liners u didnt hear .. :(
of al the one liners u said nd hurt ppl pretty bad ...
( these ones really hang on for a long time )
of ppl speculating who nd wht u are
( they never can ,, never will knw tht ;-) )
let it go......

Life as a one liner tells ya I (life) am the utmost imp thing u got !!!
it tels ya ppl nd things u do are just immaterial in front of it ........

Life as a one liner tells ya .. Watch nd learn if u cant do nd learn !!!
It tells ya to be Grateful !!!!
grateful for al wht ya have .. wht u dnt have ..
wht u wanna have .. wht u have inside of u ..
wht u wnt 2 be... wht u are ...

Life as a one Liner tells ya .. To Live :) and let live ...
Live as u wnt to .. with whom u wnt to...
and if they dnt wanna b with u well u should let them live as they
wanna...

Life as a One Liner tells ya ..
I'll luv ya as much as u wnt me to .. as much u'll let me to ...
As much as u ve never been ...

Life as a one Liner tells ya ..
Tht i'll b there whn u'll need me...
tht im inside ur stupid head at al times...
tht i see al tht u through ..

Life as a One liner Tells ya ..
Find ur niche' in this life ...
dnt rest till u dnt find it ..
if u think its taking too much of u ,, may b u already
have found it ...


Life As A One Liner tels ya ..
You are not perfect !!!!
U never were .. never will be !!
so stop behaving as if u're a saint ...
try till u drop but aftr tht stand straight
on with wht u've got ...

Life As a One Liner tells ya..
Zindagi milegi naa dobaara ..

Ab ant mein ek aur one liner .. maara hua hai but its really nice :)

"when you really want something to happen, the whole universe conspires so that your wish comes true".

And in case it didnt .... mayb u really didnt wnted it tht bad
on the first place .... :)
mj signing off ...


y is it tht

hmmmmmmm....

Stop pondering over my title now !!! Its just that so much has happened and so much needs to be written that im getting short of a common title to cover all of them ....
i always thought .. arrey thought kya have felt a dozen or more times that i am happiest alone .. i guess i figured out y's tht so ..
when u're alone even if admist a crowd of strangers they cant hurt u .. bole to u dnt give a damn what they might b thinking .. and evn u dnt give a damn 4 what they are doing around u .. as long as they really start irritating u ...
So i figured that only ppl who are close to u or u think u are close to have the power 2 hurt u ...so thats y ppl like me like being a loner .. as i knw no1 can get me there ...
but mayb thats not how life wrks i guess.. u have 2 have ppl around u as u dnt want ur life 2 get unnoticed.. it reminds me of that line i have quoted to ma friends many times that "u need 2 have a witness 2 ur life .. and not let it go unnoticed" .. ab as long as u dnt have a life partner u share
ur daily experiences with ur friends .. and 4 ppl like me who have quite a load of busy bees as ma friends whosoever comes around gets 2 bear the brunt of my daily happenings.. haa haaa

So being loner is gud but only 4 a change.. once in a while it gives u sense
of independence and more importantly it gives u tht ...tht.. ab dono its something2 feeling which i get .. its starange but pleasurable in a weird sense :P
like the day whn i didnt had my phone 4 the whole day i felt nice as i couldn't b tracked..:P .. though i started missing my phone by the time evening approached .. not beacause of calls but because of the songs i carry in it ... bas yahi hai life !!!!
u are happiest 4 the weirdest of the things and sad 4 stupidest of the things...
it not even takes a single wrd 4m sm1 to make u sad and takes jst a stupid song 2 make ya happy again :)
thats how life is :P .. the only complicated thing in life is not the song 4m avril lavigne :P( though its gud no.. ??? ;) )

Arrey haan ,,i ws thinking of 1 job 4 maself... as music consultant 4 indian railways.. dnt laugh .. u'll know what im saying when u travel via a stupid train which plays such . such ..such(cant remember an adjective again :( .. my poor english is not as gud as my music sense u c)
khair they were enough 2 make me behosh 4 half of my journey.. and they would have killed me if i didnt had my headphones with me ...uff pathetic the bilkul...
so i thought mayb i should tell them 2 appoint me for the betterment of the society as a whole :-D
ummmmmmmmm
mausam ulti vaala gud hai aaj... upar se im writing ... upar se ahem ahem :P....
chalo u cant ask 4 more ...( u can actually )
i guess i'll write more ... starting my weeklong journey today :)
wish me luck ...
signing off....
Mj

note:
1)leona lewis is best thing which happened 2 me after avril
2) hindi songs aren't tht bad after all
3) english songs are way more senti then their hindi couterparts
and ppl who dnt knw this .. well they dnt knw wht they are missing ..

"" The wrd is PRIORITY !!!!!

chalo i'll tell u the newest wrd 2 enter my life's philosophy..
the wrd is PRIORITY.. i use it 2 describe behaviours, situations, reactions...
cm what may this wrd fits in like nything,, :P
when evr i find sm1 nt finding enough time 4 me i simply repeat this 2 myself..
though its nice 2 be on sm1's priority list but its also annoying at times whn u
find others nt having enough time for u .. :P
ab ye bahut hi sadi hui philosophy hai but jst try nd use it at sm situations nd u'll
come 2 knw how true it is @ times :)


when u keep writing blogs for a long time ur mind starts finding scoops in ur day 2
day life that can be penned down!!
now i dont knw whether u think its gud or bad .. but the thing is after a point of time
u say 2 urself.... SHUT UP !!!!!!
i mean actually there are times when ur mind just keeps saying things loud nd clear 2 u and u
literally have to shut down ur system.. alas !! the human mind doesn'nt wrk the ctrl+alt+del way :P


its been quite long since i wrote my blog but i guess writing down so many mails and talking too much doesn't actually give u the time 2 indulge in ur favourite past time.. :P
ab cant write more.. gt sm wrk .. :P
will continue later..
mj...

4m a stupid summer afternoon........

I always thought that my new blog should always come at a time
when i've really got something to write but i guess
thats not gonaa b the case in this blog...........

so where to start?? we ppl just gave the last sessionalz of our 4 yrs of engg....huh dont know whether 2 b happy or sad 4 that.. though i wont b missing the sessionalz but will sure miss how we ppl used 2 b together 4 two days trying to make sense of whatever we've been told......fighting 4 the most unimportant things taught and leaving the difficult ones 4 a later time which 99 out of 100 times never came :P

and how cn i not mention dj here who takes the most tension of us all(( though i must say we ppl have had a real bad influence on her latelybut she still manages to do stuff her way ))the most commendable thing bout her is tht she never refuses to teach nyone at ny point of time ..not many ppl have such patience level as her( especially not me !!!)

exam time is also whn all the ppl are after 1 gal ( hee heeee)ya ya i knw u knw who's her...no one can think of preparing 4 exms w/o hher or her notes 2 b precise ;) ... u really have to book her textbook long time b4 to make sure u're not caught in the last minute rush at photostat m/cs........chalo enough exm time gossip...

coming bck 2 me...i really dont know wht has made me so addicted to 2 most non commom things in this world.. books and tvi just cant sleep w/o a book in my hand ( i guess 1 can blame tht on all the exams i have given )..i must clarify these books have no relation whtsoever to my studies these can just be any novel or fiction book i can lay my hands on...i even read the illiad and the odyssey tht my bro had bought 4m a book fair (hoo hoo)


and yes how can i forget we ppl have had our farewell tht too b4 exms .........and as expected no1 got any nostalgic feelings.. well ofcourse because we've got a full month to b with each other and more because of sm obvious reasons.....chalo still my gang managed to have loads of fun admist all weird things tht were happening around us ;)the slip thing ws kind of sweet jesture by junis but i guess sm msgs 4 smppl were'nt that goody goody chalo we'll get ovr tht as well ........whole spec looked coool as always but we just missed out on a nice group pic thx to sm mischief mongers :(


chalo thts enough 4 today i more para i my bro will kill me 4 sure for my vellapanti.........;d

signing off
mj

chalte chalte......

there are bout zillion of things gng around u which cannot
be explained by all the logic u base ur life on....

(( i know there'll b 3 4 things popping up right now in ur head
take ur time pondering over them b4 reading further...))

this blog is coming at a day which made me go through all
emotions one by when as the day went past..
though it was'nt eventful at all duh... but there's smthing bout
it 4 sure.. 4 starters it made me open my blog account and start scribbing!!!!




so ,,, i was saying u cant explain things..

like i cant explain y i cant stand sm ppl around me ... and how
idiotically i make it so obvious that evn dj could see that...huh..
that was smthing....

like i cant explain y i cant say no 2 dd for nything at all in this wrld
and cant say yes 4 nything 2 vas ... he heee heeeee


like i cant explain y i just cant stand punjabi music
but when it comes from rishi rich and co. (that's juggy d and jay sean)
i simply can't resist it...

like y i enjoy house chores only when music is deafening loud 4 everyone else :P

like y im writing this stupid blog (thats really a mystery!!!)

and the list goes on...




chalo enough of crap.............

some thing from budget....

ESOPs now under FBT ( ha ha ha ha)
:: lemme start working first and earning smthing ... seems like till the time
i join we'll just have to pay whole sal 2 fm
((for those who think it of as rocket science u know where 2 find me :) ))

women sal slab increased to 1,45
:: i hope there are no hidden scissors on my pay check waiting 4 me

some DDT on MFs
:: well i really dont care 4 that right now
as no money == no investment at present :)


((the budget crap ends here ))


some gossip:::
(if u've jumped straight to this shame on u 4 being so like me and if not
kudos 2 for being such a jerk )

aamir looks total yuck in his latest ad .. burping is so LS that too on
national tv .. not happening dude !!!!

so bad the russian guy is already out 4m apprentice :(
where'll i get 2 hear such a provocative voice again ???
(sobbing ..............)
although he deserved 2 go because his creativity front was a
big zero from day1
and if cant think bout everything out of the box u're literally out urself...


,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

and lastly holi turned out unexpectedly colorful and a stretch of 2 bad hair days :(
and just mark my golden words for next holi ::::

""ITS NOT ABOUT WHAT U HAVE ....
ITS ABOUT WHOM U KNOW AND WHAT THEY HAVE :) ""



hope u got that.. if not god help u !!!!

time 2 sign off ..
mj...

hill cipher example...

ow that i've spent over a week trying to figure out
this thing , i just want 2 share it with u all


finding the decryption matrix in case of hill cipher encryption algo
will be quite a joy ride once u see the following link

BTW me nd rupli had already discovered the mod table for 26 and
finalized what we were supposed to do but this link was icing on
the cake..
only if it could have been discovered some dayz back it
would have let us avoid spending around 3hrs on msgr (over a period of
2 dayz )
and that does'nt include time spent individually ..........



so w/o much delay u can refer this link::
http://www.runcornshs.eq.edu.au/staff/balshaw/partb.htm

this will make things clearer


just remember we're finding multiplicative inverse modulo and
not simple modulus

and they are in pairs

(3 * 9) =(1 mod 26)

so (1/3)mod26 will give us 9

and (1/9)mod26 will give us 3








and for those who dont have time to waste on that link

for the ques given in asg...

inverse of ( 9 4.......is......(5 12
................5 7) ..............15 25)


here we used (1/43)mod26= (1/43mod26)mod26

=(1/17)mod26

=23




ps.. this will make sense only to those who have already
have some idea bout what im talking about



tc...

say what u want...............really??

hmmmmmmmmm..........

well there have been many situations where i just cant keep my mouth
shut and later think (actually repent.:( ) why the hell i said something like that....

there are numerous examples of that ::::

the one which just struck me today was what i had said the interviewers
of flex...here goes.......
so i was in the hall kind of thing just saying whatever first came to my mind as usual. the interview was really really long ,,u know there were times when i thought why these are people are even giving me any time to think.. ..but i guess u just never know when job calls ....
those ppl gave me a program .....
made me write the code ,,then just kept making me figure out ways to crash it,,ab batao how will anyone feel by destroying their own hand made house???
stilll ....i did that obviously i'm no bill gates( just a lame exp...)
and when my realllyyyyyyyy long interview came to an end i said to them

"thanx for bearing with me :( " ( u know i think i had really made that
kind of face there.........

now thankx to god i got the job but i had just blew all my chances with that sentence........



next::
in first sem when we had prac of the teacher i fear the most.....
(i fear him so much that i cant write his name ++ i actually change lanes
on seeing him ++ i still get shivers up and down my spine on mere mention of his name ++ even at present words are coming out pretty tough ))

so we had our first prac and that day was supposed to be first time we were supposed to get our files checked....
when the ordeal begun the first ones to feel the brunt of matter are our friends 1 2 3 ....what happened was we ppl had used pen on left side of prac files and somehow i thought he had just asked us to draw the figures with pencil not...

and when my turn came ....i just had no problem reminding him what i thought i had heard......and guess what??? i got the first scolding of my college life......god!!!!!!!!!
had i just opted to keep quiet and kept my head down things would have been so different....................
god knows what all i heard that day... he said im so and so and u are saying i dont remember what i had said?? what do u think u are??? blah blah blah blah blah.............
mummyyyyy that still scares me



next::
i have many- a- times offended ppl by saying something which i regret later
many of those things are just not worthy of mentioning
many i cant remember
and many i cant write :)


so is it that bad to have opinions???
do one really has to pay to voice their opinions??
is it bad to just say what u feel like the moment u feel like???
where should one draw the line hmmm????



well i guess no one can stop me from having opinions.....and i can assure u that i have many of those ,i have opinion on every damn topic and every damn person under the sun........that's y my resume says i'm over opinionated :-

and i wont say its bad to have opinions that's what a person is all about
having one's own mind yaar!!!

and 4 rest of the questions well figure them out on ur own!!!
i myself am :)



ab bas takliya ...............

confused..............as usual ...

finally manu sharma has been convicted and given life imprisonment......
there were pictures showing jessica's sister rejoicing with champagne
but somehow i dont fell that good...

though i was a part of ppl who felt bad when he was acquitted but now
that he has been given punishment that feeling has gone.......
i dont know why but i somehow feel sorry for that person who
took a wrong step while drunk and now will have to face rigorous
imprisonment for that deed......sure life does'nt give u second chances
sometime..............

somepeople might think that i am a moron as there's no question that
what he did was wrong...well ofcourse i know he did a dreadful deed and
surely deserves what this punishment but when i think of what might
be happening to his family now i just feel bad again but in a different way........


i happened to come across a newspiece today which stated that none of
his family members were there when his punishment was announced......
aaahhhhhh pooooorr boy will sure repent that day for rest of his life........

for someone who was acquitted and freed from all charges 7 months ago
this punishment must be a big shock......
practically the whole india was unanimously against this chap thanx 2 the
media hype this case had........


so in the end i would just say i am happy for the fact that jessica finally
got justice but i cant be rejoicing because its another human who'll be suffering now.........

ps:: my opinions are completely my own those who get offended on reading this
kindly excuse me........

on a lighter note spec - gupi +-anchi("se i dont if she's coming or not)
finally meeting at lake :)
2 exited 2 meet u ppl

am i busyyy or AM i BUSSSSSYYYY???

well now its been over one week since i gave my last sem exam and still i have'nt had the privilidge of spending one full day at my place........
dont know weather i should be happy 4 this or not ,,,(that's me alwayz confused). its gud that i have'nt had 1 day of boredome yet but i have'nt had a day 2 rest as well and also to do all the things which i have planned throughout exams.........

i guess normal ppl like me have this habit of wasting time in exams pondering over what all nice things we might be doing in our holidays but the d'day alwayz has something new in store 4 us alwayzzz....

i really cant complaint 4 being busy on the contrary this is the life i really want !!!! i know that good days pass by very fast and its only the bad ones that really drool down slowly and painfully( remember exams?? )

now somethings bout the week that was::
well first and formost i simply cannot understand y ppl like spending so much lavishly on weddings?? i personally feel that marriages should be really private affair with invitations limited to ppl the bride and groom know very well ....
but i also cannot refuse that i enjoy attending these lavish parties very much.....i'm so double minded !! huhhhh

though the waitors get on my nerves when they keep on asking u for the same thing for umpteen times and i hate drunkyards let loose with a license to drink socially i simply cannot resist the delicacies found in abundence .yuummmmmm

now something bout the ppl in there::
well girlies just dont seem to understand that its december and not march ( i hope u got my point .. duh huh).. some aunties think that their buns are the residence of all the fancy stuff available around them and all glitter just cant miss their eye makeup... i actually had the privilidge of seeing an auntie wearing a turquise saree with matching glitters all over her eye haa haa haa.. we aptly named her pea cock :))

some respite:::
well the bride is always a treat to watch.. a girl just looks superbly complicated and beautiful on her big day...the one i had pleasure of watching wore everything red and came on a palki till stage.. that was just an awesome scene

moving on::
then i must say lake looks more and more pleasurable once u have no tensions :)... the hoard of ducks simply adds on the natural beauty..
also,, shopping gives added advantage of forgetting bout results and that natural feeling of ummmmm how to explain that??? well just shop and u'll know what im talking bout!!!

and yes the world around you after exam days comes to a stand still as far as im concerned because all you read in papers is which movie's gonaa get blessed with ur viewing and whether there's ny new gossip on pg 3 ...

chalo enough tp what i plan to do this winter is a secret (he heeee heee) because i dont remember what i had planned :))
i'll try reading something bout alexander as he's been alluring me from some time now and may be some other nice book might just get lucky as well .....

time 2 sign offffffffff

my take on saddam...

the day came and went by , the man whole world eyed on with contempt has been given death sentence..

but all's not that straight forward.....people from all walks of life are feeling free to say it was unjust.though the person we are talking about is the one every normal human being loathes for his crimes against humanity but the way he has been sentenced is raising many
eyebrows.....

first and foremost the timing of this judgement makes many wonder why the hell did they had to do this so close to us elections??clearly the bush govt. wanted to proove its people they have done what they had been boasting about for so long, bringing the man to his death bed whose face they identify with international terrorism .....

then many say that this was wrong judgement by the wrong people for the wrong
case....all i got from that is they wanted saddam to be tried by an international tribunal..


he was tried by his ppl only we should'nt have any right in their matters,, but the
thing is iraq has not been under its own control since pretty long....everyone knows its actually the bush and blair's ppl running things over there...so the very fact that he got a just trial is not prooved.....


whatever people might say ,,they might celebrate for his death sentence or hold
protests against it the iraqis are still suffering under the civil riots....
i think saddam has done enough bad things to deserve such punishments but such controversial trials will potray him not as a terrorist but as a martyr and that i think should be avoided at all costs......



for a person who made his first killing at the age of 10 and did'nt thought twice
before killing his own country men only because they were against him deserves
much more then death but we should also make sure that he does'nt enters our
history books as a martyr, he should be tried and prooven to be a cold blooded
murderer ,the person he is actually.....


mj

just found out......

well this one is just some news......

for all those who know "Nicole Richie " of "the simle life"
yaar hilton ki friend..ya the same one who's coming in video of
"i call it love.." by some singer richie only..

so the thing is i was kind of curious how she's related to him
i thought he was her bro but what turned out really stunned me..
just read the next para and u'll know......


"""
Nicole Richie was adopted by Lionel and his now ex-wife, Brenda Harvey-Richie. Her biological father is Peter Michael Escovedo, who used to work in Lionel's band.
She is of Caucasian, Black Creole, and Mexican decent. Nicole graduated from Montclair College Prep School. During the time she was suppose to be in school, however, she began to use drugs. It wasn't until she was pulled over by a police officer and caught with heroin, in 2003, that she checked herself into rehab.
Nicole has released a novel titled, 'The Truth About Diamonds'. This is the first of two books in the series. Her book discusses how she "survived a virtual combat zone of youth".

"""

okey now she was adopted and whole world knows that!!!!

i was really wondering how u live with that.. we all are always so proud of
our families and the fact that we belong there..that we all are "normal" that's the
buzzword these dayz for me these dayz.....


its always the people who are emotionally imbalanced who stray away from
what's right as per me.....
its so simple to be happy sometimes (so to say...) just the fact that u're amongst ppl
who care for you and have time for you is enough to spend each passing day with a smile on ur face......



some ppl might not see any relevance of this post... but the ones who know nicole
was a drug addict and has had a tough time coming out of re-habs might just get
what im trying to say...........

too much for a sweet petite girl........


mj signing offf.........

3 cheers to bindra uncle....

welllll... he's not my uncle actually but he seemed so sweet today that i could'nt help it.

i'm talking about Mr.I.S.Bindra(president of the Punjab Cricket Association )
today i heard a press confrence of his in support ourformer captain moh. azharuddin whom the bcci has invited for a function and icc thinks that bcci should'nt have invited someone who's having a life ban to play cricket because of match fixing allegations....

well whether azhar deserved to be invited or not is not the question here . the thing is that india was the only nation who took some action against ppl whose name came out in match fixing scandal.whereas people like warne and gibbs were left after issuing warnings and are still playing with their head high...

the question is why does the ICC always targets countries like india, pakistan and sri-lanka???most of the time they are numb over all controversies and when they feel like acting its always the brown skinned who face the brunt of things....

why this disparity???
this is what mr. bindra today spoke in public....he put forward the proposal to lift all punishments from our cricketers...its good to see that atleast someone has the guts to speak up what they feel in the world cricket..no matter how much i adorn pakistani players when they're playing against india but when inzy was to face trial for what he did in oval test i felt sorry for the chap.. every one knew how hair always had ppl from india pak and lanka under scrutiny stilll....

who can forget that its alwayz our bhajji ,akhtar or murli for that matter who are tested again and again for their actions but likes of lee and mc'grath are alwayz right..and
who can forget how warne alwayz comes out of any controversy WHATSOEVER :)

bindra uncle showed the true punjabi spirit today ...
kudos to him 4 that .........................................................

++ today i saw 2 policiyas in duplex i was pretty scared don't know why?? maybe because they were standing in mid of nowhere and looking at a peace of paper... chalo anyhow i changed my way and guess WHAT???when i reach home they are inside my place...don't believe it ???well nor did i but they had come 4 pp verificationphew......main bhi naa.. i'm 2 much ;)

++i realized its really awkward to come in front of policiyas in skirt so beware of that gals!!!

++sessionals are coming so BOL spec...:)

arrey i remember something else now....yaar that economist banda who won nobel peace price that bangladeshi lemme check his name...its muhammaed yunusya he looks like apna mlg nahin???he's even doing the same sort of thing microcrediting he calls itas against microfinancing as we knew it in nss....we obviously know who copied whom (hee hee...)so sir in line 2 win peace prize??(zyada ho gaya i know!!!)

bas last thing.....
zindagi rocks was gud but very heavy....i swear i'm not seeing such heavy stuff again.........and god knows when i'll finish forest gump??? (i guess i cant read it cause it got serious ,,so typical of meeeeee.)

finally
ta taaaa
mj...

da vinci code

well this one is gonna b really short!!!

i read this book around a month back and i've been dying to write
my reviews......


well for start i would say not bad but not great!!!!!!!
actually after all the hooplah bout the movie i thought i was in for a real treat.
the book started off pretty well!!!
infact the best starting i ever read in a book
it makes u get into it from the start itself
the mystery is extraordinarily crafted!!!!!
the clues are so thought provoking.


but..........
the end leaves so much unanswered....
what was in there????
hello who was supposed to tell us bout those documents????
who was supposed to insure us that something was indeed hidden there?????

given the book had around 3-4 more chapters the story indeed could have been
called complete..


so i guess the author just had to leave that code 4 us to crack it down!!!!!!!!!!

rating *** (out of 5)

thank u

""the only thing which is permanent in this world is change itself !!!!!!!! ""

to start off my blog like that has no reason...i just felt that so wrote that!

i've been thinking over something 4 quite some time,its just by chance that everything around us happens.there are many things which happen just by chancewhich have no reason at all.

b4 going into any intricacies i would quote a simple example.. how come u're the way u r and im the way i am??how come im born here in this family and someone of my age is living a life of a servent??i know the comparison is a stupid one and makes no sense at all.. but when i saw my self and a maid of my age sitting together in car rear seat it just occured 2 me that..i could have been on the other side !!!!!!!!!

that is one scary thought......from that day im just so much thankful 2 everything that isaround me....

no matter how we all might crib for everything around usthe truth us is we are having a blessed life,in which the only things that worriy us most these days are exams.


so i just want to give a round of thank yousssss
thank u 2 everyone whom i ever come across i've learntsomething for everyone
thank u for blessing me with a healthy family
thank u for letting me have the best p***** in this world
thank u
4 the awesome mausam4 lovely muzic
thank u god for everything that i have had in my life and thank u for being there even when i forget u :)


after all this i would like 2 say that days are filled with mixed emotions and we live life in fear of changes that happen around us. we should learn to accept these as a way of life and welcome them with open arms...
im not perfect but i have'nt quitted trying yet u 2 dont!!!!!!!!

(let peace prevail........)

2 months of freedom come 2 an end !!!

seems like yesterday when i was cribbing y the hell do we have holidayz
and when will this long timespan end!!!

but as the grass is alwayz greener on the other side ... so is the case this time!!
its practically been just one day in college that too with no regular studies and i've
already started missing holidayz!


so this post goes 2 bid farewell to amazing 2 months i had!!!!!!!!

i cant make my mind on what im gonna miss the most???
is it gonna be long sleepy afternoons?
the ones in which i pretended i was reading something and dozed
off listening 2 some nostalgic numbers. those sleepy hours which
ended only when my stupid phone rang( although i love it..) or when
my door bell sang the age old song(ting tong.. open the door.. ting tong..)
or.....

rare but long and exhausting badminton sesions with my bro??
the ones for which i had 2 bribe him making him remember every damn favour
i did for him. the ones in which we fought hard till one had no energy left...
the one in which we screamed so hard that my mother said one would murder
the other one 4 sure..:)) the one which now ceases to exist because we have either
spoilt all shuttles we had or they are lying on neighbour's balconies......



meaningless but damn entertaining msgr chats with noops??
the ones in which we chatted 4 uncoutable hours.the long hours which ended when
one got totally talli with neend.the ones in which we cursed every damn person on
this planet except each other..(hee hee :) )..the ones which prooved girlz can talk
whatever whenever whereever TIME or TOPIC no bar....

or..

long never ending walks which ended only because of darkening skies??
those long walks in which we chatted like crazy... in midst of dogs of all kinds ( :) )..
with a very narraow escape once (remember getting into a marriaga pty dd?? )
these meant so much 2 me.... the ones which made us realize how imp is to be normal
in this abnormal world...


reading whatever i felt like whenever i felt like??
this was also a fun part..i miss reading editorials like nything. not that someone
has stopped me from doing that. but i cant relish them as much as i did earlier..
and how can i forget how i enjoyed fountain head.. i really miss my vella time...


welll.....
mylist will never end!!!


but one thing is for sure, the holidayz had a grand end with trip 2 simla........
something we are just not forgetting pretty sooon!!

that i'll cover some other time!!

this one was 4 my holidayz!!

3 cheerz 2 me!!!
mj
:)

nothing and everything!!!

now that the placement feelinghas finally sunk in,its time to look at the world around again.
its really gloomy scene i might say!!well i'm not talking about anythingon personal level( na...)
its actually what's happening in our country that bothers me..

first of all the news channels havesuddenly woke up again to the sabrimalatemple incident..what a shame 2 our global image??imagine a country called as a hub 4 IT boom,country of modernists ,country having foreign investors lined up 4 trading..imagine such idiotic acts of discrimination against women of certain age group..i have no comments but 2 say its patheticthat such acts are still prevalent in society!!!

then when one starts looking around its not hindu religion who's been actinglike this! there are arguements like whyhave we never seen a female pope or female padri!!!(i can go on nd on nd on ..)


then one comes across plight of farmersin maharashtra. the very fact that thesuicides have continued even after PM's latest announcement of financial aid sayz a lot!!!its again really dispiriting 2 see farmers giving away their lives succumbing to financial pressures :(


then comes then news of indians struck in lebanon and fighting 2 make their way back 2 their home nation!!!


all these plights make our own appeargrotesque !!! how can we be cribbbing over our petty problems when there's so much to worry about!


all we are supposed 2 do is study during examsand manage good percentage!get a job somehow and start working@@while there are others fighting hard 4 basic necessaties@@how can we be complaining about right to informationwhen our right to pray has'nt even been granted!

there are girlies making statements like"one can never b too rich or too thin" well how can u be concerned with how u lookwhen ppl are dying in front of our eyes and u're nothing 4 that!
i have no idea what i want 2 convey from thispost!i just wanted a vent 4 my feelings and this one's the best available!

i am suggesting no reforms ! well i don't know any@all i wanted 2 do was tickle those jammed brainsto see what's happening all around!!it tells me i've been blessed with such great environment to live in with everything i'll ever need around me@@i don't want to spoil things by making any wrong decisions in life!

and if someone wants 2 take something gud from this post read on....
i've seen ppl fighting over such non existentissues that make u feel like slapping both andshaking them hard till they realize they are just wasting this beautiful life over absurd isues!!!
as far as i can recall most preposterous deeds areoutomes of clashing egos ! if one could just learn 2 cut out their attitude life would be so much moreendearing :)


so just chill!

CSC unleashed !!!

there were 5 rounds
-aptitude
-technical written
-extempore
-technical interview
-hr interview

i'm writing detail of interviews


TECHNICAL INTERVIEW !!!
my technical interview lasted about 10 minutes and ppl had there's lasting till half an hour so i was not sure wheather it was gud or not . but now that i have checked it seems i gave most correct answers :)
I WAS ASKED THIS

1.
INT I=5;INT J=7;INT K;K=++I+++J; COUT<
I SAID ERRORBECAUSE lvalue is requiredas ++i+++j will be reduuced to
++i++ +j
++i++will give ++5++which becomes 6++now it should have been 6=6+1but this is not true as 6!=7
we require a variable on left hand side hence lvalue required!!

then he changed the question to what will be output now
i+++j
ans is 12

2. what are deadlocks ?i gave a definition of system halt and 4 deadlock conditions!!!

3.write functions on call by value and call by reference

4. 3NF ??

2nf + there should be no transitive dependency
5.what is RDBMS ?

6.heap sort
i just said the upper key has higher value then lower key valuesin a heaprest i had no idea but i guess i defined heaps right so he
did'nt bother

7. binary tree ??


ABOUT PROJECT:::i had made an online testing software "analytica" using ASP.NET and ms access
he asked me to explain what i had done in that that was easyyyyy
may b there were more that's all i remember!


HR--educational background--family background--did u have any breaks in ur studies??--again he asked about analytica?( nd this was supposed 2 b HR) -he asked whether i did as part of some project or extra curricular activity--do u have any problem with our bond?? ofcourse not!!!


some more questions i heard.....something called aloha, all normal forms, mux-demux, arp, some crap about java,scope resolution opearator, abstract class, virtual class, os

will write more if i remember!!!

and yes i was selected :) !!!

Fountain Head Revisited !!!

before i forget all that i had read this summer i thoughtits better 2 make it permanent on the net!

so i read this book called "THE FOUNTAIN HEAD" (although the reason why itwas called so is not clear to anyone i know! i'll give my interpretation later).
the protagonist here is a banda called howard roark (an architect whonever finished college ) who's portrayed as an individual who's really rare to find these dayz!

the story unfolds different situations of roark's life nd gives the reader his perspective of looking at things and how other characters look at things.

roark is presented as a person who does'nt give a damn about what peoplethink about him! he believed that his college had nothing gud to offerhim. he believed that architecture should not be about creating fancy buildings but cheap affordable accomodations.


but these were not the qualities which made him different the thing which struck me most that it did'nt mattered to him what others felt of his work.he has been shown completely stoic to what he believes in and changed for nobody!!!just nobody!!!

well this kind of ideology might look as a daring one BUT..Is It Really Feasible???
can any one of us today just abandon the society we're living in and start living as we feel is right!can any one in today's world neglect the importance of group activities and find oneself potent enough 2 deal with anything?????

Audacity may appear as a gud quality of an artist, as he dares to try out new things but where do we draw the line??howard has been shown as a person who defies all norms that exist of present day society!


as we'll be part of the corporate world in near future we are supposedto dwell in groups and work as teams so i have some serious doubts whether there are any howard roark's in today's times??


well anywayz, he comes out as hero in the end and the book is gudreflection of how a person is exploited at hands of some smarter ppl!!!


advice:: ppl who wish 2 read the book must be ready for a boring start but as the story progresses u'll b totally into it!!!!!!!

rating:: ***(out of 5)


and about the title::well i think it was "fountain head" because howard roark was an abundantsource of knowledge!!( compare with fountain having abundant source of water).

don't expect any head with a fountain as i did!! :)

Muzic Unlimited!

sometimes i feel what would i do if there was no muzic in thisworld???
that's a really scarry thought....

with holidayz on verge of completion and placement fever runninghigh the one thing which made me feel gud all through this scorchingheat was gud muzic.though i know i can listen anything to anything under the sun(that just suits so perfectly !!) but this time round i fell for some really nice mesmerizing no's which i thought i must write down ,so that in case if i see this blog after sometime i can some tips 2 feel good!


the list goes like this..

->celine dion-beauty nd the beast
well this is what's written as song title but it has no beauty or beastin its lyrics.its a bewitching song nd these dayz i can listen 2 it all day long.

->james blunt-u're beautiful
although this banda is pretty freaky but he sings really well.this is one of those rare songs u'll like on the first go..(exception being there if u're deaf yr 2 gud muzic)

->ankahee- aa pass aa
the first time listened 2 it i was like wow..but alas i did'nt had this song although i had the whole movie'ssongs.that's when net came in handy nd i had it in no time nd enjoyed it thereafter..

->ricky martin- private emotion
though its hard 2 believe that the livin'la vida loca boy can givea soft song but this one though old is one of my all time favourites..

->enrique- hero
no list can be complete without enrique and his latino accent...though his videos can not be watched with ease(nd i really mean that!)but his songs can b listened 2 all day long!!!!!!!!!

some good albums..well there are ones like of raghav and jay sean which have all the nice songs. ppl like latest indian idol(don't know his name..) orthe zee's assamese invention stand no where near them.their muzic has touch of hip hop and nice tunes all in all a gud package!and there are many more but i'll need more space 4 that nd i've gotbetter works 2 b done so.. the list ends


its surprising infact shocking to see ppl existing without having a sweet tooth 4 nice muzic. well i've got a complete set of them!so ppl chill the hot weather with this sm cool muzic as i do!!!!
ciao