Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Where-ever When-ever :)

Well the roller coaster of my life's sine curve tells me .....

tells me ....

..to shut up .. nice no ???

baaki iske baare mein kuch bata nahin sakti.. pvt and confidential..

just a heart felt thank 2 a friendi who said smthing evn she didnt knew

was so suave for ppl like me...

waise i think of ppl's lessons as pure gibberish and nothing else ..

but this time round i made an exception ...

it made me remember all the short term memories that i had 4gotten ...
so much so that i felt like penning it down :)
now tht im enjoying this phase of goodie2 things .. lets c wht lies ahead..


ps.. i had written this 3 4 days back.. ab not in the same mode .. so just publishing it as such..
nywayz im not competing 4 the blogger of the yr award nyhow .. :P

&&&
title is tht title track of sng thats playing non stop on my player these dayz :)

Monday, December 01, 2008

How much is too much ???

Im probably not in the proper state of mind to write this one..
but i guess i better not become so highly obsessed with this that it gets on my nerves and starts giving me goosebumps again..
so ... the most striking thing thats lingering on my mind lately is the dialoge .. " When a well educated man takes on jehaad.. nothing .. just about nothing can stop him !!! "
4 those who didnt get it .. this blog is bout mumbai blasts..
Now .. seriouly what do these guys get 4m this?? that is totally out of my scope of understanding.. okey .. u ppl were oppressed.. but so were hindus damid.. u ppl were forced 2 go out of india.. so were hindus damid.. there are numerous accounts of well establised hindu families who had to leave behind their lifetime's earning during partition...

what is this all for??
killing ppl .. destroying property .. causing havoc in general life ..
what the hell do u ppl wanna do ??
u call urselves martyrs whereas normal janta calls u terrorists .. beat that !!!
i used 2 like one quote that said .. u can make ppl literate but not educated .. after seeing the recent happenings and seeing how well educated ppl ( those of the likes of doctors and engineers ) are doing this stuff.. im forced to think even education will need categorization now ..
u're educated 4 ur living ?? or educated 2 live for killing ???

i mean what ??? seriously ?????
these ppl think they're gonna b welcomed by god with open arms...
whereas in today's date no morgue is accepting to keep ur bodies..
i saw yesterday that the muslim board has refused to accept these ppl as muslims.. stating no where in islam is it written that u kill inncocent lives ...
and damid out of the 180 or so ppl that were killed 40 were muslims...
whom are u fooling .????
i have no idea...
OHT as per my domain of knowledge ...
just got one thing to say .. GET A LIFE !!!! lest u can do is let others have one atleast !!!


on a lighter note...
heard beautiful liar today after a long time .. acha laga ...

Friday, November 21, 2008

Life Of Choices..

I never realized that life is on a way to become a MCQ....
With so many options available around .. what better can you call it?
Decidofying the better one or the best one possible is what we are asked to do..
And those of us who hate close choices in exams .. well for them the road aint tht
comfy.. we all have our presumptions for the life ahead, and like it or not
these just dnt hold true 99 times out of 100...
from deciding wht school u wanna go .. wht clg u wanna b in.. which firm u wnt as
ur paymaster.. who u wanna b with rest of ur life.. wht u wanna b 10 years down the line..
U just dnt knw nything..

I read smwhere .. perfection is wht u attain most closely when writing ur CV ..
well its so damn true.. and me being such a novice' if i knw all this i dnt evn want 2 imagine
how well the recruiters or some psychic must be knowing this...

The life full of choices comes with so much and so little at the same time..
some right some absurd.. but wht matters at the end of day wht u're left with as
an outcome of wht ya chose...

Its actually so easy to go on the path trodden by ppl u knw or are inspired by..
.............................
snap !!!

change of choice ...
ufff
dnt feel like writing ny more now ...

......

where was i .. dnt remember !!!
well i just wnted to write making choices for own is wht we al have the right to..
tht does gud or bad to us is to be seen ... so its upto u how many ppl u wanna be involved with ya when u decide al this ..
just one thing when ur choices start effecting others around .. well .. just think about it
if u cnt do much...
its been a while ...staind .. lovely song ..

being at the turn of life (thats wht it always is like..) i sometimes feel the turns are just
leading to numerous ways ahead .. gud or bad or ugly .. we have 2 w8 nd watch ..
u just wanna runaway .. atleast i do at times.. :)
cribbing 4 a day 4 maself is wht i do 4 the week long ..
then making most of it is wht i m still wrking at ..

In this insane race to the altar ... u win some u losse some..
Wht i wanna do is atleast not loose maself ..
But b4 deciding whether i still got maself i'll have 2 knw maself
2 the fullest ...

ps.. i love rihana like nything .. everything she says i mean sings seems like coming straight 4m heart ..from unfaithful and ps .. i am still not ... and umbrella .. i luv al of them .. :)

note: this post is not meant to make ny sense ... cause u cnt write wht ya feel
on public portals... still likhna bhi majboori hai .. jiska naam mahatma gandhi hai .. :P

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Abe ye to apne liye nikla :)

Haan paagal insaan ..
Kal bhi bolna tha but hum gaate-2 itne busy ho gaye ki bolna
bhool gai ...
Ye gaana sun ke teri yaad aati hai ..
aa gai ullu .. jaldi se post karna padega....
ye apna gaana okies...

"Jaane kyoon .. dil jaanta hai ....
Tu hai to i'll B alright :).... "

Baaki lyrics to hum rat hi lenge jaldi se ..:)

Yaad rakhna ....

Mj

"Wake Me Up When September Ends"

When i had picked up this song to be my nxt ringtone i.e smwhere around mid aug
i didnt knew how literally its gonna fit in to the cming months...
Well al i can say that life's been a roller coaster ride since then ..
So much at times that u pray 4 sm extra time ** ***** 2 sit bck nd ponder ..

It seems like my life's coarse has decided to go by the murphy's law .. so much so that dear uncle murphy can quote everything thats been happening around me and say "I said so !" at al times :P...

Life makes u so much scoop in and around u tht i jst dnt understand y ppl have to stringent tv routines .. there's so much masala in daily life tht no K serial can beat ..
Also, i noticed tht when u grow in life .. in this journey of urs u meet so many ppl tht u have had
never imagined .. u see wht they're like.. u take sm as friends, sm as acquaintances, sm as nobody..
u give sm of them the power 2 hurt u , some to make u happy & sm nd sm an integral part of ur life.. u pick nd choose .. u are picked nd choosen .. whtever .. this vicious circle gng round nd round gets the most of my head at times...
now for cming para read u as me okey ...i cnt refer 2 myself nd write.. doesn't seem so nice u c..

so, u start observing ppl .. u start to ponder ovr such miniscule details of their behaviours as if..
as if.. well !!! frankly as if u've got nothing better to do with ur life :P
u start to question whtever action an individual takes.. u ask urself wht u'll do ..
and obviously ur way of doing a thing is just the best .. well so obviously the other person doesn't look so sane at times...
u sit nd think .. well may b i did smthing .. can i rectify tht ?? well u dnt knw ..obviously as u aint a certified consultant or smthing .. still u try nd b gud...
this is actually the gist of whtevr u observed ovr al this time...tht jst try nd b gud .. after tht u just cnt do nything .. as i had written earlier .. u pick nd choose so u're also picked nd choosen..
whole of this dramatization gng around u aint scripted man !! u ought 2 see it turns out the
way u wnt it to .. but have smthing very clear in ur mind tht u might just fall flat on ur face ...
jst b ready 4 tht ....

the duty of maintaining the spice of life isn't ur duty .. but as much as u luv it or hate it ..it will b there.... the point is hw u react whn al this falls straight on ur face ...
take it or leave it .. it aint gonna go nywhere ...
for those who are feeling the brunt of my prevarications please read sm1 else's blog ..

now again my stupid player is known 4 playing songs fitting the situation...
just have to write sm lines 4m what its saying....

""""
There's another world inside of meThat you may never seeThere're secrets in this lifeThat I can't hideSomewhere in this darknessThere's a light that I can't findMaybe it's too far away...Or maybe I'm just blind...
"""" ### 3 doors down - when im gone

So as i ws saying ....
accepting tht u're a mere puppet isn't bad provided that u knw this puppet's got brain of its own..so dear puppet, think wht u wnt 4 urself .. try 2 get tht .. if u dnt get it try ur best ..
if u dnt get tht .. well jst be grateful 4 wht have ..
trying to carve a niche 4 urself isn't tht bad... just make sure ur niche doesn't destroy others around u ..
at the end of day whtevr u do jst make sure u can smile ovr that when u're sleeping..
nothing can make u feel more special than that ..
again my stupid player is playing smthing i'll jst have 2 paste ovr here ...
"""
Affirmative may be justified take from one give to another The goal is to be unified take my hand be my brother ...................
I feel angry I feel helpless, want to change the world
I feel violent I feel alone, don't try and change my mind
.................
We may rise and fall, but in the end we meet our fate together ...
"" ######### creed - one

Lets c when i can get hold of this roller coaster :)
ovr nd out ...
Mj

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Life By Anon .. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i had written this one bout a month back.. though originally bout 6 months bck.. i ve written many versions 4 this one .. b4 i lost this version i thought i would upload it.. :).. so here goes..##########################################################

Life By Anon .. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life tells you My Dear Friend,
There’s not gonna be any end

For all u’ve been longing all your life,
Its all out there all so rife

Its just you who holds on to relics,
Passing Each day by full of panics

So today my friend give urself a chance
Come out of ur probs come out of this trance

As life awaits for u if you see
Its not just about u and me

Its about the ones whom you care for
Live with, live for, are ready to die for..

Just Remember in the end life will be a maze.
So live it to the fullest with all the craze :)

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Life .. As A One Liner

Many of us have imbibed in our day 2 day lives many one liners
which we use very casually..
now y am i starting off this blog like this .. well tht i dnt knw ..
but i guess i just feel happy nd sad at such quick dialogue snippets
that this one liner thingy just got hold of me...

BTW i read a nice one liner today ...
Its better to live rich then to die rich ...

Chalo getting ovr this .. the point i wanna make
is ppl need not talk 4 hour 2 make each other
happy or sad ... all thats needed is a one liner
to do the trick .. u can elate a person or destroy
his cheerfulness completely with just one gud or
bad geture u're a part of ....

Also,i saw rock on today .. the movie ws great ...
i found it supporting 1 more cliche'..
y is it so mandatorily obvious 4 the guy 2 leave a girl
so easily ?? doesn't luk gud at al..
but still im one of the ppl who lvd bachna nd sawariya both ....

moving forward ... i really wanna make blogging a daily thing 4 maself ...
socha jaye to if life hs given me enough resources to waste time
on my fav pass times then y not grab it with open arms ???
" kabhi khud pe hasa main :)) .. aur khud khud pe roy a :(( "


Baaki .. life--as a one liner tells u to let go ...
seriously !!!! let go !!!!
let go of al the one liners tht hurt ya ...
of al the one liners u didnt hear .. :(
of al the one liners u said nd hurt ppl pretty bad ...
( these ones really hang on for a long time )
of ppl speculating who nd wht u are
( they never can ,, never will knw tht ;-) )
let it go......

Life as a one liner tells ya I (life) am the utmost imp thing u got !!!
it tels ya ppl nd things u do are just immaterial in front of it ........

Life as a one liner tells ya .. Watch nd learn if u cant do nd learn !!!
It tells ya to be Grateful !!!!
grateful for al wht ya have .. wht u dnt have ..
wht u wanna have .. wht u have inside of u ..
wht u wnt 2 be... wht u are ...

Life as a one Liner tells ya .. To Live :) and let live ...
Live as u wnt to .. with whom u wnt to...
and if they dnt wanna b with u well u should let them live as they
wanna...

Life as a One Liner tells ya ..
I'll luv ya as much as u wnt me to .. as much u'll let me to ...
As much as u ve never been ...

Life as a one Liner tells ya ..
Tht i'll b there whn u'll need me...
tht im inside ur stupid head at al times...
tht i see al tht u through ..

Life as a One liner Tells ya ..
Find ur niche' in this life ...
dnt rest till u dnt find it ..
if u think its taking too much of u ,, may b u already
have found it ...


Life As A One Liner tels ya ..
You are not perfect !!!!
U never were .. never will be !!
so stop behaving as if u're a saint ...
try till u drop but aftr tht stand straight
on with wht u've got ...

Life As a One Liner tells ya..
Zindagi milegi naa dobaara ..

Ab ant mein ek aur one liner .. maara hua hai but its really nice :)

"when you really want something to happen, the whole universe conspires so that your wish comes true".

And in case it didnt .... mayb u really didnt wnted it tht bad
on the first place .... :)
mj signing off ...


y is it tht

Sunday, June 15, 2008

hmmmmmmm....

Stop pondering over my title now !!! Its just that so much has happened and so much needs to be written that im getting short of a common title to cover all of them ....
i always thought .. arrey thought kya have felt a dozen or more times that i am happiest alone .. i guess i figured out y's tht so ..
when u're alone even if admist a crowd of strangers they cant hurt u .. bole to u dnt give a damn what they might b thinking .. and evn u dnt give a damn 4 what they are doing around u .. as long as they really start irritating u ...
So i figured that only ppl who are close to u or u think u are close to have the power 2 hurt u ...so thats y ppl like me like being a loner .. as i knw no1 can get me there ...
but mayb thats not how life wrks i guess.. u have 2 have ppl around u as u dnt want ur life 2 get unnoticed.. it reminds me of that line i have quoted to ma friends many times that "u need 2 have a witness 2 ur life .. and not let it go unnoticed" .. ab as long as u dnt have a life partner u share
ur daily experiences with ur friends .. and 4 ppl like me who have quite a load of busy bees as ma friends whosoever comes around gets 2 bear the brunt of my daily happenings.. haa haaa

So being loner is gud but only 4 a change.. once in a while it gives u sense
of independence and more importantly it gives u tht ...tht.. ab dono its something2 feeling which i get .. its starange but pleasurable in a weird sense :P
like the day whn i didnt had my phone 4 the whole day i felt nice as i couldn't b tracked..:P .. though i started missing my phone by the time evening approached .. not beacause of calls but because of the songs i carry in it ... bas yahi hai life !!!!
u are happiest 4 the weirdest of the things and sad 4 stupidest of the things...
it not even takes a single wrd 4m sm1 to make u sad and takes jst a stupid song 2 make ya happy again :)
thats how life is :P .. the only complicated thing in life is not the song 4m avril lavigne :P( though its gud no.. ??? ;) )

Arrey haan ,,i ws thinking of 1 job 4 maself... as music consultant 4 indian railways.. dnt laugh .. u'll know what im saying when u travel via a stupid train which plays such . such ..such(cant remember an adjective again :( .. my poor english is not as gud as my music sense u c)
khair they were enough 2 make me behosh 4 half of my journey.. and they would have killed me if i didnt had my headphones with me ...uff pathetic the bilkul...
so i thought mayb i should tell them 2 appoint me for the betterment of the society as a whole :-D
ummmmmmmmm
mausam ulti vaala gud hai aaj... upar se im writing ... upar se ahem ahem :P....
chalo u cant ask 4 more ...( u can actually )
i guess i'll write more ... starting my weeklong journey today :)
wish me luck ...
signing off....
Mj

note:
1)leona lewis is best thing which happened 2 me after avril
2) hindi songs aren't tht bad after all
3) english songs are way more senti then their hindi couterparts
and ppl who dnt knw this .. well they dnt knw wht they are missing ..

Monday, January 14, 2008

"" The wrd is PRIORITY !!!!!

chalo i'll tell u the newest wrd 2 enter my life's philosophy..
the wrd is PRIORITY.. i use it 2 describe behaviours, situations, reactions...
cm what may this wrd fits in like nything,, :P
when evr i find sm1 nt finding enough time 4 me i simply repeat this 2 myself..
though its nice 2 be on sm1's priority list but its also annoying at times whn u
find others nt having enough time for u .. :P
ab ye bahut hi sadi hui philosophy hai but jst try nd use it at sm situations nd u'll
come 2 knw how true it is @ times :)


when u keep writing blogs for a long time ur mind starts finding scoops in ur day 2
day life that can be penned down!!
now i dont knw whether u think its gud or bad .. but the thing is after a point of time
u say 2 urself.... SHUT UP !!!!!!
i mean actually there are times when ur mind just keeps saying things loud nd clear 2 u and u
literally have to shut down ur system.. alas !! the human mind doesn'nt wrk the ctrl+alt+del way :P


its been quite long since i wrote my blog but i guess writing down so many mails and talking too much doesn't actually give u the time 2 indulge in ur favourite past time.. :P
ab cant write more.. gt sm wrk .. :P
will continue later..
mj...