hmmmmmmm....

Stop pondering over my title now !!! Its just that so much has happened and so much needs to be written that im getting short of a common title to cover all of them ....
i always thought .. arrey thought kya have felt a dozen or more times that i am happiest alone .. i guess i figured out y's tht so ..
when u're alone even if admist a crowd of strangers they cant hurt u .. bole to u dnt give a damn what they might b thinking .. and evn u dnt give a damn 4 what they are doing around u .. as long as they really start irritating u ...
So i figured that only ppl who are close to u or u think u are close to have the power 2 hurt u ...so thats y ppl like me like being a loner .. as i knw no1 can get me there ...
but mayb thats not how life wrks i guess.. u have 2 have ppl around u as u dnt want ur life 2 get unnoticed.. it reminds me of that line i have quoted to ma friends many times that "u need 2 have a witness 2 ur life .. and not let it go unnoticed" .. ab as long as u dnt have a life partner u share
ur daily experiences with ur friends .. and 4 ppl like me who have quite a load of busy bees as ma friends whosoever comes around gets 2 bear the brunt of my daily happenings.. haa haaa

So being loner is gud but only 4 a change.. once in a while it gives u sense
of independence and more importantly it gives u tht ...tht.. ab dono its something2 feeling which i get .. its starange but pleasurable in a weird sense :P
like the day whn i didnt had my phone 4 the whole day i felt nice as i couldn't b tracked..:P .. though i started missing my phone by the time evening approached .. not beacause of calls but because of the songs i carry in it ... bas yahi hai life !!!!
u are happiest 4 the weirdest of the things and sad 4 stupidest of the things...
it not even takes a single wrd 4m sm1 to make u sad and takes jst a stupid song 2 make ya happy again :)
thats how life is :P .. the only complicated thing in life is not the song 4m avril lavigne :P( though its gud no.. ??? ;) )

Arrey haan ,,i ws thinking of 1 job 4 maself... as music consultant 4 indian railways.. dnt laugh .. u'll know what im saying when u travel via a stupid train which plays such . such ..such(cant remember an adjective again :( .. my poor english is not as gud as my music sense u c)
khair they were enough 2 make me behosh 4 half of my journey.. and they would have killed me if i didnt had my headphones with me ...uff pathetic the bilkul...
so i thought mayb i should tell them 2 appoint me for the betterment of the society as a whole :-D
ummmmmmmmm
mausam ulti vaala gud hai aaj... upar se im writing ... upar se ahem ahem :P....
chalo u cant ask 4 more ...( u can actually )
i guess i'll write more ... starting my weeklong journey today :)
wish me luck ...
signing off....
Mj

note:
1)leona lewis is best thing which happened 2 me after avril
2) hindi songs aren't tht bad after all
3) english songs are way more senti then their hindi couterparts
and ppl who dnt knw this .. well they dnt knw wht they are missing ..