Cheer Up Guys :)

Warning:: Blog has no sir paer as ever .. only avid readers or addicted bloggers might go ahead to read the post :)

Count your blessings before cribbing for what you dont have ..

A friend wishes happy day on daily basis to the world, thinking this as his way to
make the world a happy place to live in :) .. sweet gesture naa ..

A friend takes out time to hear out what you wanna cry about .. wht else can u want :)

A friend kills time doing things dont matter .. just to live in the moment they try
to run away from whtever conspicuous hassles life poses 4 them ..
sit back nd relaax dear friend .. life will be as u want it to be ..
U want it to be a rat race ?? it will sure make u a rat ..

A friend works day in day out as they got nothing better to do..
Not done .. naa naa naaa.. u have to live .. u have to come out
4 the world to see you..

" Just rest this day with thyself my dear and hear the angel sing :)"
"the song of your life is very sweet .. u need to see it and feel it with your being"
"the heart of gold tht the angel bestowed you with .."
"the heart which sees no fault and does no harm wants just mirth "
"the heart which says just smile thats more than all world's worth ..."

Have Faith ....... Life loves 2 see u smile .. Just start counting your blessings today :)

""""""
But i am only human .. living,,,, dying,,,,, just like any fool who will
ever be..

MJ's Anatomy :) -- random blog

Well if u thought im gonna describe maself in here ha ha ha.. well u r in for a shocker..
arrey i cant define myself thats too lame and outrightly impossible..
not only because im a girl but im really complex with my beliefs and all..
well i should cut the crap and come straight to point ..
there are times in this life when i listen to a quote and realize .. well these idioms arent idiot afterall...u knw they freakishly make so much sense at times tht scares the hell out of me..
for a simple example grass is always greener on the other side..

just try nd name one person in ur life whom u've met and he's absolutely content with
wht he has got.. well i know none.. i try to b content with wht i have at times but naa its not possible.. we always wanna reach the horizon .. we tend to go as far as possibe only to be disappointed that we missed d last lap ..

on similar lines how songs fit in beautifully and sometimes sadly beautifully to the situations that freaks me out .. but then i think we are similar ppl .. with similar emotions governing us.. as and when we grow in life we come across many new things we had never seen .. our experiences are the wisdom we carry ..and the ppl who write these songs are also like u nd me.. with the added gift of beautifully penning down wht they feel :)

aur hamari chirkutting ki duniya mein .. every damn person becomes a writer on their blog ( thanku thanku 4 making me 1 :P ).. and every1 chepofies status messages trying 2 portray their state of mind in one liners :).. duniya gol hai sachi ... :)

hmmm.. wht nxt .. d guy sitting nxt 2 me said u just listen 2 music and wrk al day long are u alright.. welll well well.. i am perfecty fine .. he just missed me gng out 4 ma ice cream break :)..

dnd break ke baad ....
ye jaan bhi chali jaye to gum kya hai
ki jeena to humein aa hi gaya..
ye saans tham jaye to gum kya hai
ki iske aage alam hai naya..

living present with fears of past is wht we do d best.. probably the best
way 2 live would be accepting everything with open heart and instead
of prejudices let the experiences teach you things u never knew of...
now thats a landmark statement :)

my random blog ends here..
song of the day --> what can i say by brandie ( ps dnt judge her by her name )
heard in grey's anatomy today .. now thats 4m where my blog title came u see :)

I Hate Uncle Murphy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nothing else 2 write in this post ..

i just hate uncle murphy baat khatam !!!!!!!!!!

Just 2 give us strength 4 the times ahead ..

ae maalik tere bande hum 
aise ho humare karam 
nekee par chale, aur badee se taley,
takey huste huey nikley dum 

ye andheraa ghanaa chhaa rahaa,
tera insaan ghabara rahaa 
ho rahaa bekhabar, kuch na aata najar,
sukh ka sooraj chupa ja rahaa 
hai teri roshni mein jo dum 
to amawas ko kar de poonam 

bada kamjor hain aadmi,
abhi laakhon hain is mein kamee 
par tu jo khadaa, hai dayalu bada,
teri kirpa se dharti thami 
diya tune humey jab janam 
too hee zelegaa hum sab ke ghum 

jab julmon ka ho saamnaa,
tab tu hi humey thaamnaa 
voh burai karey, hum bhalai bharey,
nahi badley ki ho kaamnaa 
badh uthey pyaar ka har kadam 
aur mitey bair ka ye bharam

Its A Small World After All :)

The events happening around on daily basis tell me how small this world has become...
everything i used 2 hear about is happening in front of my eyes..
everything i was scared of stares me straight in my eyes..
As always my life takes a turn on its own..
As always i cant plan nything :)
As always the T-shirt logic rules the world...
aaj i remembered a song i used 2 luv and sing out loud..
just thought of sharing it here 4 record..


It's a world of laughter
A world of tears
It's a world of hopes
And a world of fears
There's so much that we share
That it's time we're aware
It's a small world after all
There is just one moon
And one golden sun
And a smile means
Friendship to ev'ryone
Though the mountains divide
And the oceans are wide
It's a small world after all
It's a small world after all
It's a small world after all
It's a small world after all
It's a small, small world

Happy Family Day

A very Happy family day 2 my family and friends :)

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make the most of what u've got guys ... :)

yahaan HW supervision se time laga to life supervision start 

ki jaegi :)

Gear Up

zzzzzzzzzzzooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmm

is what time is going like.....

got so much to do tht my cutoo post its aint helping either.. 

but when my mind is fraught with so much 2 b done then 

i just wanna run away .. ha ha ha 

gaana hai .. smtimes i just wanna run away.. jay sean i guess..

so so so...

pata ni .. it seems i've been reading so much lately that its all i think i am doing..

my poor eyes are paying the brunt of tht .. :(

sssssssshhhhhhhoooooooooo

just feel like singing out loud...

is liye i controlled my emotions nd decided this is not the right time 

2 listen to music.. :P

i guess i get bored with monotonous wrk pretty soon..

sab wo hi jhol hai ...

lets get bck on fdd review ........

gearing up 4 the day ahead...............................

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Adios Amigos :)

Random Shayari ..

B4 Rups kills me.. hv 2 pen down this one....

Zindagi har lamha badalti rahi...
chaha jitna jis zheez ko...
utni hi door wo fisalti rahi....
har shaam ke sath umeeden saari..
suraj ki kirno si dhalti rahi..
us chaand ko paane ki khwahish mein
ye saansein din se raat ginti raheen
wo kaash mera chaand ho is umeed mein dhadkan chalti rahi
ye waqt ye pal ye lamha sab beet gaye
aur ye khwahish manzil takti rahi

~~~ When I'm Gone ~~~

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There're secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Or maybe I'm just blind...

Or maybe I'm just blind...

[Chorus]
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

Love me when I'm gone...

When your education X-Ray
Cannot see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

[Chorus]

Or maybe I'm just blind...

[Chorus]

Love me when I'm gone...

Love me when I'm gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone

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These are lyrics of one of the most beautiful songs i've heard in my life ....

Thought of sharing it with all on hearing it today ..

How cm there r songs 4 just bout every emotion tht u might 

feel is a mystery way beyond my understanding ..

Though no maven in music i find no qualms in sharing smthing so surreal with al ..

so enjoy  :)

So What Did Today Taught Ya ??

 U knw every passing day just teaches u so much that u might not be

able to grasp whole of it and adopt it completely in ur din charya.. 

But u should always try to take some lessons from these numerous

teachings that are there...

There are people who inspire you .. in good or a bad way ...

Learning 4m them is the greatest asset that u can have 4 urself..

They are out there doing things practically and u can see and learn from 

there mistakes and try not to follow the faulty way atleast ...

There are people who disgust me so much that i just know 

i cant be in their shoes..

There are people who scare me so much that i am outright inspired 

to try not to go there way and reach where they are .. 

There are people who give ya new hopes.. show you new

ways of living life .. tell ya that life aint that bad after all.. 

tell ya to live to the fullest as there are times when there's nothing u can do 

to make things work the way you want to ..

So u can very easily just cry over the situation and try to find an

escape route .. Or Or Or .. u can just mock over the situation

and come out with flying colors...

I guess this would be the most idealistic way to do things .. we all 

cant be perfect ... but we can try .. we can try to have a laugh .. we can try

to live our life the way we want .. till the point we dont laugh on any one 

or dont hurt anyone there's no harm in stealing some time 4 urself and 

cherishing it ...

Try not to indulge urself in so much that you just cant handle.. As i always say we 

cannot have our cake and eat it too.. we have to decide what we really want then stick to it ..

we cannot just assume that every1 and every situation is gonna b on our side 

always .. so we should learn to be better judges for ourselves as no one 

else can correct us for us ..

only v can do that :)

waise bhi we are too stubborny in love with ourselves that v wont do or listen

wht others say :P

so if u wanna b the judge of urlife teach urself 2 b the best judge possible ..

learn with each passing day, 

learn with each if and may ,

learn as if tommorow never comes,

learn as we are not scums :P

learn to be a better man..

learn as if there's no fixed plan..

learn to live and live to learn..

cause others have played & its your turn..

stupid poem .. sorry :P

song of the day would be " in dinon.. " life in a metro...

heard in ferry in morn ...

tu.. khwab saja...

tu.. jee le zara :)

chalo bacha log .. bck 2 wrk :)

The Only Constant Is Change !!!

though this is like a blatant truth that i keep reminding myself of..

but attimes i seem 2 4get this..

there's just nothing that we can hold on to for life ,.,

and there'll be no time which will be so damn obviously constant that

u'll feel relaxed and say 2 urself ohkey now this is good and it will stay 

this way 4ever..

one should b prepared to expect  the unexpected.. being ready 

for what u can forsee is ohkey.. but smtimes life just has smthing

else in store 4 ya ...

so expect the unexpected and live on the each passing day 

to the max of ur capacity ..

ps .. no time 4 songs today .. how bad is that :(

War Of Words.. FULL ON !!!

With elections just approaching round the corner the most interesting things on Idiot Box have again become the news channels.. 

with the opposing parties leaving no stone upturned to deface their opponents the news channels are making most of the masala that is being provided to them .. :)

right 4m Modi's budhiya to gudiya remark on Congress .. to Advani's open challenge 

for TV debate to Mr Prime Minister (as miss italy calls him :P )..

its all far 2 interesting to miss ....

one of the most interesting piece of words that i saw ws 4m a BJP spokesperson...

some ram prakash something (im bad with names u know..)

he criticized Mr PM so beautifully that i had nothing better 2 do but laugh..

he told mr rahul gandhi that if he pities the fact tht india is a poor country is

more of a failure at his party's hands as they are the ones who have ruled it for bout 90% 

of the time it has been independent .. and evn in tht span it ws his immediate family

who had the power in their hands.. so its he who should be blamed.. quite smart :P

and for mr. PM he said u're talking of national security whereas the state he himself 

represented in Rajya Sabha "Assam" is the most vulnerable state in the country..

now if he cant do nything bout security of his own state with his own party lead 

govt in state and in centre .. what can v expect of him 4 the whole nation ??

quite simple and straight to the point no ???

nywayz.. my blog has 2 b pro-BJP because of my personal inclination towards it..

but the fact remains ... y CANT our PM accept an open debate ??

y did he said that he would have resigned if US Nuc deal didnt wrk out ??

i mean .. i dnt knw .. ws it tht imp ?? wht else can he say he did ??

i am not blaming the recession on him.. but inflataion on food articles is 

smthing i dnt think he did nythig bout.. and that despite the fact his

gove claims of record agricultural production ???

what has he he given us other than more quotas ?? more vulnerable states ??

and more expensive democracy ??

I see anti-incumbency playing its role this time ...

lets C ...

Battle Field Of H&B

Since childhood dayz we used to talk bout the fact how there's a rat race out there in the world ..
Never did i knew that i am also gonna b a rat in the midst of all this crowd..
i thought i ws different and these things dnt effect me.. but i couldnt escape and became prey of this mad mad world trying 2 out perform every1 they knw and b some1..
what this some1 is ?? well that is no1 of us really knows.. we just know that we've got to run..
we've got to run this race till the point we can c sm1 ahead.. and because some1 will always b ahead we'll b running always.. :)
that reminds me i didnt run today :(
chalo koi naa .. i hope my FDD will b worth missing that :)

cming back 2 topic... this battlefield of H&B.. matlab heart and brain .. this battle goes on
till the point u decide what holds more importance in ur life.. what is it ?? do u know ???
well i certainly dont :).. no qualms bout that as well.. whats the point of just knowing everything in advance??

today after a chat with my friend i realized smthing.. i realized that every single one of us is going through the same emotions, same confusions, same scenarios with a tad bit difference in wht v see ahead.. as ppl divide society on basis of cast creed and color i think todays division shall be made on the basis of heart and brain followers..

v all at some point of our lives wanna follow our heart then decide that brain shall make the right decision, then think whats the point of troubling urself.. then think that whats the point of not having made a point of ur own ??
then thinking that is this what i want ? then thinking what we like ??
what makes us happy...
well that is where the key lies.. followur heart or ur brain it aint worth it if it cant give a smile on ur face at the end of it.. we all miss whatever sacrifices that we make on our way 2 b smthing or some1 .. we miss our parents, miss hanging out with friends, miss being our stupid lazy self,..
but we stil run.. :)
we all know we are running dear friends .. just look around .. take a breath have a little smile on your face and then start running again... :)

after my chat .. my player played ::
"Looking back on the things i've done.. i was trying 2 be some1".. backstreet boyz..
whole world knows rest of the lyrics :)

just 2 lines of poem i started..
"time o time y do u flyby ??
come here sit with me just have a sigh "

pata nahin will write more or not :)

excerpt 4m our conversation::
me: :) sahi mein yaar .. rat race rote the aaj hum bhi wohi ban ke reh gaye hain 12:38 PM
Dee: evn if u win d race u remain a rat.. :(
me: sad but true but no1 ever thinks that they've won 12:39 PM
Dee: khair koi na..yeh saari apni dimag ki feelings hoti hai..dil wali nai.. : yeh bhi sahi hai..
me: v follow the mirage of happiness ye dil hi hai jo rota hai dimaakh ni :)
Dee: wahi toh mai bol rai yaar.. aajkal humlog sirf dimag se feel karne lage hai..12:40 PM
nai yaar.. mujhe aisa lagne laga hai ki its in my hands.. mai jab chahun khush feel kar sakti hun..
me: yes12:41 PM
very true
Deep: evn in petty things.. sacchi.. aajkal bott hota hai mere saath aisa..
me: pata nahin ye kitna sahi hai waise but hota to aisa hi hai :)
Dee: issiliye mai bol rai ki dimmak feel karne laga hai mera toh aajkal.. dil pata nai kya kar raha.. :(
me: sab ke saath :)12:43 PM
Dee: offc ki thotful mode.. :)
me: dil ki pooch ke chalne ki himat ni hum mein isliye safe option


I wanted to copy paste the entire conversation .. but shayad zyada ho jaata :P
nywayz.. dee has also written on the same.. feel free to browse that.. she writes much better then me :)
http://luttuttut.blogspot.com/2009/04/kaash-mera-dil-soch-pata.html

Hungry Kya ??

For all those who know me et all must know that im not a foodie.. so using this dominos lingo cant b for food right :)
This is the hunger for knowledge.. hunger for all that is lying around you that is still to be tamed..
still to be made urs .. still to be conquered and understood...
Ppl say they become old when the heart stops to flirt ..
i say one gets old when one's brain stops to admire all the nuances of untouched horizons around one..
when u succumb to what all u know and decide in ur heart of hearts that there's nothing better w8ing 4 ya .. u are old..

as is beautifully said.. " change is the only constant" .. this blatant truth should be accepted with open arms and one should try to find their niche throughout..

one may say that it would mean a constant struggle throughout.. but i would say that life never promised to be a piece of cake .. did it ??? naa i dont think so..
so instead of staring at it and trying to save on calories .. keep cutting the cake in every day party of life and keep ordering fresh stock to keep ya going :)

ps.. arziyan.. delhi 6 .. awesome song :)

Thank You :)

Thank you lord for the life you have bestowed on me..
I wanted to write a post since long but time and space continum seems to catch me in its trap everytime i felt like writing .. hee hee
Contrary to what ppl feel i am like .. matlab my usual cribby self who cries for everthing around .. little do these creatures know how thankful i am for everything you have made me see in this life of mine..
almost 24 years and still counting..only u know till when though.. i sometimes feel i am living life of a tv serial .. i think i call my life a tv serial because no1 knows when they're gonna end and what lies ahead .. and u always have the option of a successor season to continue 4m a altogether different point of you .. :)
and at the same time you make me meet so many ppl who have seen and experienced so much more than i can ever imagine in my life that i have no anwer to my baffled mind.. i can only gape at situations in front of me and try to imagine how ppl got past the phases of life they've been put in...

time is the biggest singlemost powerful entity and healer that i have learnt so far ..
it makes you 4get biggest of the losses, strongest of the relations, saddest of the tormenting moments, the most horryfying of the dreadful experiences and many more..
i thank you for giving me time to heal my wounds and move on.. though these wounds might be of minisculest entities of my existence and might have given me more than taken away 4m me.. but i always know i can let it pass and i will 4get and move on :)

music is the most loving thing that i have come across in my life .. it can make one experience most varied of the emotions.. it can make u happy, sad, joyous, patriotic, loving u name it nd u've got it.. 4m the time i get up to the time i lie down , thanku lord for letting me have this tool that keeps me company and help me have my cool :).. thanku for all those dreamless sleeps that i have had in the lap of ur tunes .. thankyou indeed ..

thankyou for the sunlight which i get to see a lil off .. though i hate it at times and miss it at times i know u gave it to make me see all those around me ..thankyou for this beautiful night which brings along your most beautiful creation, my dear "moony". this night which makes me feel like the king of the world as i am the only one awake and staring non stop at it :)

thankyou for the prettiest of the colors that are around .. thanyou for the fact that i admire black the most .. :).. i know i love it way too much.. the way my mouth opens and my breath stops on seeing a pretty black car.. thankyou for that

thankyou for giving me a heart that loves ppl around it till the point its hurt :P, thankyou for not making me good enough so that i always have some place to reach in this journey called life..
thankyou for giving me countless blessings that i cannot cover in this single post.. but i gues i made my point .. :)


thankyou lord .. thanks indeed :)
and yeah .. thanks for making my first post this year a special one .. :)

Where-ever When-ever :)

Well the roller coaster of my life's sine curve tells me .....

tells me ....

..to shut up .. nice no ???

baaki iske baare mein kuch bata nahin sakti.. pvt and confidential..

just a heart felt thank 2 a friendi who said smthing evn she didnt knew

was so suave for ppl like me...

waise i think of ppl's lessons as pure gibberish and nothing else ..

but this time round i made an exception ...

it made me remember all the short term memories that i had 4gotten ...
so much so that i felt like penning it down :)
now tht im enjoying this phase of goodie2 things .. lets c wht lies ahead..


ps.. i had written this 3 4 days back.. ab not in the same mode .. so just publishing it as such..
nywayz im not competing 4 the blogger of the yr award nyhow .. :P

&&&
title is tht title track of sng thats playing non stop on my player these dayz :)

How much is too much ???

Im probably not in the proper state of mind to write this one..
but i guess i better not become so highly obsessed with this that it gets on my nerves and starts giving me goosebumps again..
so ... the most striking thing thats lingering on my mind lately is the dialoge .. " When a well educated man takes on jehaad.. nothing .. just about nothing can stop him !!! "
4 those who didnt get it .. this blog is bout mumbai blasts..
Now .. seriouly what do these guys get 4m this?? that is totally out of my scope of understanding.. okey .. u ppl were oppressed.. but so were hindus damid.. u ppl were forced 2 go out of india.. so were hindus damid.. there are numerous accounts of well establised hindu families who had to leave behind their lifetime's earning during partition...

what is this all for??
killing ppl .. destroying property .. causing havoc in general life ..
what the hell do u ppl wanna do ??
u call urselves martyrs whereas normal janta calls u terrorists .. beat that !!!
i used 2 like one quote that said .. u can make ppl literate but not educated .. after seeing the recent happenings and seeing how well educated ppl ( those of the likes of doctors and engineers ) are doing this stuff.. im forced to think even education will need categorization now ..
u're educated 4 ur living ?? or educated 2 live for killing ???

i mean what ??? seriously ?????
these ppl think they're gonna b welcomed by god with open arms...
whereas in today's date no morgue is accepting to keep ur bodies..
i saw yesterday that the muslim board has refused to accept these ppl as muslims.. stating no where in islam is it written that u kill inncocent lives ...
and damid out of the 180 or so ppl that were killed 40 were muslims...
whom are u fooling .????
i have no idea...
OHT as per my domain of knowledge ...
just got one thing to say .. GET A LIFE !!!! lest u can do is let others have one atleast !!!


on a lighter note...
heard beautiful liar today after a long time .. acha laga ...

Life Of Choices..

I never realized that life is on a way to become a MCQ....
With so many options available around .. what better can you call it?
Decidofying the better one or the best one possible is what we are asked to do..
And those of us who hate close choices in exams .. well for them the road aint tht
comfy.. we all have our presumptions for the life ahead, and like it or not
these just dnt hold true 99 times out of 100...
from deciding wht school u wanna go .. wht clg u wanna b in.. which firm u wnt as
ur paymaster.. who u wanna b with rest of ur life.. wht u wanna b 10 years down the line..
U just dnt knw nything..

I read smwhere .. perfection is wht u attain most closely when writing ur CV ..
well its so damn true.. and me being such a novice' if i knw all this i dnt evn want 2 imagine
how well the recruiters or some psychic must be knowing this...

The life full of choices comes with so much and so little at the same time..
some right some absurd.. but wht matters at the end of day wht u're left with as
an outcome of wht ya chose...

Its actually so easy to go on the path trodden by ppl u knw or are inspired by..
.............................
snap !!!

change of choice ...
ufff
dnt feel like writing ny more now ...

......

where was i .. dnt remember !!!
well i just wnted to write making choices for own is wht we al have the right to..
tht does gud or bad to us is to be seen ... so its upto u how many ppl u wanna be involved with ya when u decide al this ..
just one thing when ur choices start effecting others around .. well .. just think about it
if u cnt do much...
its been a while ...staind .. lovely song ..

being at the turn of life (thats wht it always is like..) i sometimes feel the turns are just
leading to numerous ways ahead .. gud or bad or ugly .. we have 2 w8 nd watch ..
u just wanna runaway .. atleast i do at times.. :)
cribbing 4 a day 4 maself is wht i do 4 the week long ..
then making most of it is wht i m still wrking at ..

In this insane race to the altar ... u win some u losse some..
Wht i wanna do is atleast not loose maself ..
But b4 deciding whether i still got maself i'll have 2 knw maself
2 the fullest ...

ps.. i love rihana like nything .. everything she says i mean sings seems like coming straight 4m heart ..from unfaithful and ps .. i am still not ... and umbrella .. i luv al of them .. :)

note: this post is not meant to make ny sense ... cause u cnt write wht ya feel
on public portals... still likhna bhi majboori hai .. jiska naam mahatma gandhi hai .. :P

Abe ye to apne liye nikla :)

Haan paagal insaan ..
Kal bhi bolna tha but hum gaate-2 itne busy ho gaye ki bolna
bhool gai ...
Ye gaana sun ke teri yaad aati hai ..
aa gai ullu .. jaldi se post karna padega....
ye apna gaana okies...

"Jaane kyoon .. dil jaanta hai ....
Tu hai to i'll B alright :).... "

Baaki lyrics to hum rat hi lenge jaldi se ..:)

Yaad rakhna ....

Mj

"Wake Me Up When September Ends"

When i had picked up this song to be my nxt ringtone i.e smwhere around mid aug
i didnt knew how literally its gonna fit in to the cming months...
Well al i can say that life's been a roller coaster ride since then ..
So much at times that u pray 4 sm extra time ** ***** 2 sit bck nd ponder ..

It seems like my life's coarse has decided to go by the murphy's law .. so much so that dear uncle murphy can quote everything thats been happening around me and say "I said so !" at al times :P...

Life makes u so much scoop in and around u tht i jst dnt understand y ppl have to stringent tv routines .. there's so much masala in daily life tht no K serial can beat ..
Also, i noticed tht when u grow in life .. in this journey of urs u meet so many ppl tht u have had
never imagined .. u see wht they're like.. u take sm as friends, sm as acquaintances, sm as nobody..
u give sm of them the power 2 hurt u , some to make u happy & sm nd sm an integral part of ur life.. u pick nd choose .. u are picked nd choosen .. whtever .. this vicious circle gng round nd round gets the most of my head at times...
now for cming para read u as me okey ...i cnt refer 2 myself nd write.. doesn't seem so nice u c..

so, u start observing ppl .. u start to ponder ovr such miniscule details of their behaviours as if..
as if.. well !!! frankly as if u've got nothing better to do with ur life :P
u start to question whtever action an individual takes.. u ask urself wht u'll do ..
and obviously ur way of doing a thing is just the best .. well so obviously the other person doesn't look so sane at times...
u sit nd think .. well may b i did smthing .. can i rectify tht ?? well u dnt knw ..obviously as u aint a certified consultant or smthing .. still u try nd b gud...
this is actually the gist of whtevr u observed ovr al this time...tht jst try nd b gud .. after tht u just cnt do nything .. as i had written earlier .. u pick nd choose so u're also picked nd choosen..
whole of this dramatization gng around u aint scripted man !! u ought 2 see it turns out the
way u wnt it to .. but have smthing very clear in ur mind tht u might just fall flat on ur face ...
jst b ready 4 tht ....

the duty of maintaining the spice of life isn't ur duty .. but as much as u luv it or hate it ..it will b there.... the point is hw u react whn al this falls straight on ur face ...
take it or leave it .. it aint gonna go nywhere ...
for those who are feeling the brunt of my prevarications please read sm1 else's blog ..

now again my stupid player is known 4 playing songs fitting the situation...
just have to write sm lines 4m what its saying....

""""
There's another world inside of meThat you may never seeThere're secrets in this lifeThat I can't hideSomewhere in this darknessThere's a light that I can't findMaybe it's too far away...Or maybe I'm just blind...
"""" ### 3 doors down - when im gone

So as i ws saying ....
accepting tht u're a mere puppet isn't bad provided that u knw this puppet's got brain of its own..so dear puppet, think wht u wnt 4 urself .. try 2 get tht .. if u dnt get it try ur best ..
if u dnt get tht .. well jst be grateful 4 wht have ..
trying to carve a niche 4 urself isn't tht bad... just make sure ur niche doesn't destroy others around u ..
at the end of day whtevr u do jst make sure u can smile ovr that when u're sleeping..
nothing can make u feel more special than that ..
again my stupid player is playing smthing i'll jst have 2 paste ovr here ...
"""
Affirmative may be justified take from one give to another The goal is to be unified take my hand be my brother ...................
I feel angry I feel helpless, want to change the world
I feel violent I feel alone, don't try and change my mind
.................
We may rise and fall, but in the end we meet our fate together ...
"" ######### creed - one

Lets c when i can get hold of this roller coaster :)
ovr nd out ...
Mj