say what u want...............really??

hmmmmmmmmm..........

well there have been many situations where i just cant keep my mouth
shut and later think (actually repent.:( ) why the hell i said something like that....

there are numerous examples of that ::::

the one which just struck me today was what i had said the interviewers
of flex...here goes.......
so i was in the hall kind of thing just saying whatever first came to my mind as usual. the interview was really really long ,,u know there were times when i thought why these are people are even giving me any time to think.. ..but i guess u just never know when job calls ....
those ppl gave me a program .....
made me write the code ,,then just kept making me figure out ways to crash it,,ab batao how will anyone feel by destroying their own hand made house???
stilll ....i did that obviously i'm no bill gates( just a lame exp...)
and when my realllyyyyyyyy long interview came to an end i said to them

"thanx for bearing with me :( " ( u know i think i had really made that
kind of face there.........

now thankx to god i got the job but i had just blew all my chances with that sentence........



next::
in first sem when we had prac of the teacher i fear the most.....
(i fear him so much that i cant write his name ++ i actually change lanes
on seeing him ++ i still get shivers up and down my spine on mere mention of his name ++ even at present words are coming out pretty tough ))

so we had our first prac and that day was supposed to be first time we were supposed to get our files checked....
when the ordeal begun the first ones to feel the brunt of matter are our friends 1 2 3 ....what happened was we ppl had used pen on left side of prac files and somehow i thought he had just asked us to draw the figures with pencil not...

and when my turn came ....i just had no problem reminding him what i thought i had heard......and guess what??? i got the first scolding of my college life......god!!!!!!!!!
had i just opted to keep quiet and kept my head down things would have been so different....................
god knows what all i heard that day... he said im so and so and u are saying i dont remember what i had said?? what do u think u are??? blah blah blah blah blah.............
mummyyyyy that still scares me



next::
i have many- a- times offended ppl by saying something which i regret later
many of those things are just not worthy of mentioning
many i cant remember
and many i cant write :)


so is it that bad to have opinions???
do one really has to pay to voice their opinions??
is it bad to just say what u feel like the moment u feel like???
where should one draw the line hmmm????



well i guess no one can stop me from having opinions.....and i can assure u that i have many of those ,i have opinion on every damn topic and every damn person under the sun........that's y my resume says i'm over opinionated :-

and i wont say its bad to have opinions that's what a person is all about
having one's own mind yaar!!!

and 4 rest of the questions well figure them out on ur own!!!
i myself am :)



ab bas takliya ...............

confused..............as usual ...

finally manu sharma has been convicted and given life imprisonment......
there were pictures showing jessica's sister rejoicing with champagne
but somehow i dont fell that good...

though i was a part of ppl who felt bad when he was acquitted but now
that he has been given punishment that feeling has gone.......
i dont know why but i somehow feel sorry for that person who
took a wrong step while drunk and now will have to face rigorous
imprisonment for that deed......sure life does'nt give u second chances
sometime..............

somepeople might think that i am a moron as there's no question that
what he did was wrong...well ofcourse i know he did a dreadful deed and
surely deserves what this punishment but when i think of what might
be happening to his family now i just feel bad again but in a different way........


i happened to come across a newspiece today which stated that none of
his family members were there when his punishment was announced......
aaahhhhhh pooooorr boy will sure repent that day for rest of his life........

for someone who was acquitted and freed from all charges 7 months ago
this punishment must be a big shock......
practically the whole india was unanimously against this chap thanx 2 the
media hype this case had........


so in the end i would just say i am happy for the fact that jessica finally
got justice but i cant be rejoicing because its another human who'll be suffering now.........

ps:: my opinions are completely my own those who get offended on reading this
kindly excuse me........

on a lighter note spec - gupi +-anchi("se i dont if she's coming or not)
finally meeting at lake :)
2 exited 2 meet u ppl

am i busyyy or AM i BUSSSSSYYYY???

well now its been over one week since i gave my last sem exam and still i have'nt had the privilidge of spending one full day at my place........
dont know weather i should be happy 4 this or not ,,,(that's me alwayz confused). its gud that i have'nt had 1 day of boredome yet but i have'nt had a day 2 rest as well and also to do all the things which i have planned throughout exams.........

i guess normal ppl like me have this habit of wasting time in exams pondering over what all nice things we might be doing in our holidays but the d'day alwayz has something new in store 4 us alwayzzz....

i really cant complaint 4 being busy on the contrary this is the life i really want !!!! i know that good days pass by very fast and its only the bad ones that really drool down slowly and painfully( remember exams?? )

now somethings bout the week that was::
well first and formost i simply cannot understand y ppl like spending so much lavishly on weddings?? i personally feel that marriages should be really private affair with invitations limited to ppl the bride and groom know very well ....
but i also cannot refuse that i enjoy attending these lavish parties very much.....i'm so double minded !! huhhhh

though the waitors get on my nerves when they keep on asking u for the same thing for umpteen times and i hate drunkyards let loose with a license to drink socially i simply cannot resist the delicacies found in abundence .yuummmmmm

now something bout the ppl in there::
well girlies just dont seem to understand that its december and not march ( i hope u got my point .. duh huh).. some aunties think that their buns are the residence of all the fancy stuff available around them and all glitter just cant miss their eye makeup... i actually had the privilidge of seeing an auntie wearing a turquise saree with matching glitters all over her eye haa haa haa.. we aptly named her pea cock :))

some respite:::
well the bride is always a treat to watch.. a girl just looks superbly complicated and beautiful on her big day...the one i had pleasure of watching wore everything red and came on a palki till stage.. that was just an awesome scene

moving on::
then i must say lake looks more and more pleasurable once u have no tensions :)... the hoard of ducks simply adds on the natural beauty..
also,, shopping gives added advantage of forgetting bout results and that natural feeling of ummmmm how to explain that??? well just shop and u'll know what im talking bout!!!

and yes the world around you after exam days comes to a stand still as far as im concerned because all you read in papers is which movie's gonaa get blessed with ur viewing and whether there's ny new gossip on pg 3 ...

chalo enough tp what i plan to do this winter is a secret (he heeee heee) because i dont remember what i had planned :))
i'll try reading something bout alexander as he's been alluring me from some time now and may be some other nice book might just get lucky as well .....

time 2 sign offffffffff