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is what time is going like.....

got so much to do tht my cutoo post its aint helping either.. 

but when my mind is fraught with so much 2 b done then 

i just wanna run away .. ha ha ha 

gaana hai .. smtimes i just wanna run away.. jay sean i guess..

so so so...

pata ni .. it seems i've been reading so much lately that its all i think i am doing..

my poor eyes are paying the brunt of tht .. :(

sssssssshhhhhhhoooooooooo

just feel like singing out loud...

is liye i controlled my emotions nd decided this is not the right time 

2 listen to music.. :P

i guess i get bored with monotonous wrk pretty soon..

sab wo hi jhol hai ...

lets get bck on fdd review ........

gearing up 4 the day ahead...............................

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Adios Amigos :)

Random Shayari ..

B4 Rups kills me.. hv 2 pen down this one....

Zindagi har lamha badalti rahi...
chaha jitna jis zheez ko...
utni hi door wo fisalti rahi....
har shaam ke sath umeeden saari..
suraj ki kirno si dhalti rahi..
us chaand ko paane ki khwahish mein
ye saansein din se raat ginti raheen
wo kaash mera chaand ho is umeed mein dhadkan chalti rahi
ye waqt ye pal ye lamha sab beet gaye
aur ye khwahish manzil takti rahi

~~~ When I'm Gone ~~~

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There're secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Or maybe I'm just blind...

Or maybe I'm just blind...

[Chorus]
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone

Love me when I'm gone...

When your education X-Ray
Cannot see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

[Chorus]

Or maybe I'm just blind...

[Chorus]

Love me when I'm gone...

Love me when I'm gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone

~~~

These are lyrics of one of the most beautiful songs i've heard in my life ....

Thought of sharing it with all on hearing it today ..

How cm there r songs 4 just bout every emotion tht u might 

feel is a mystery way beyond my understanding ..

Though no maven in music i find no qualms in sharing smthing so surreal with al ..

so enjoy  :)

So What Did Today Taught Ya ??

 U knw every passing day just teaches u so much that u might not be

able to grasp whole of it and adopt it completely in ur din charya.. 

But u should always try to take some lessons from these numerous

teachings that are there...

There are people who inspire you .. in good or a bad way ...

Learning 4m them is the greatest asset that u can have 4 urself..

They are out there doing things practically and u can see and learn from 

there mistakes and try not to follow the faulty way atleast ...

There are people who disgust me so much that i just know 

i cant be in their shoes..

There are people who scare me so much that i am outright inspired 

to try not to go there way and reach where they are .. 

There are people who give ya new hopes.. show you new

ways of living life .. tell ya that life aint that bad after all.. 

tell ya to live to the fullest as there are times when there's nothing u can do 

to make things work the way you want to ..

So u can very easily just cry over the situation and try to find an

escape route .. Or Or Or .. u can just mock over the situation

and come out with flying colors...

I guess this would be the most idealistic way to do things .. we all 

cant be perfect ... but we can try .. we can try to have a laugh .. we can try

to live our life the way we want .. till the point we dont laugh on any one 

or dont hurt anyone there's no harm in stealing some time 4 urself and 

cherishing it ...

Try not to indulge urself in so much that you just cant handle.. As i always say we 

cannot have our cake and eat it too.. we have to decide what we really want then stick to it ..

we cannot just assume that every1 and every situation is gonna b on our side 

always .. so we should learn to be better judges for ourselves as no one 

else can correct us for us ..

only v can do that :)

waise bhi we are too stubborny in love with ourselves that v wont do or listen

wht others say :P

so if u wanna b the judge of urlife teach urself 2 b the best judge possible ..

learn with each passing day, 

learn with each if and may ,

learn as if tommorow never comes,

learn as we are not scums :P

learn to be a better man..

learn as if there's no fixed plan..

learn to live and live to learn..

cause others have played & its your turn..

stupid poem .. sorry :P

song of the day would be " in dinon.. " life in a metro...

heard in ferry in morn ...

tu.. khwab saja...

tu.. jee le zara :)

chalo bacha log .. bck 2 wrk :)

The Only Constant Is Change !!!

though this is like a blatant truth that i keep reminding myself of..

but attimes i seem 2 4get this..

there's just nothing that we can hold on to for life ,.,

and there'll be no time which will be so damn obviously constant that

u'll feel relaxed and say 2 urself ohkey now this is good and it will stay 

this way 4ever..

one should b prepared to expect  the unexpected.. being ready 

for what u can forsee is ohkey.. but smtimes life just has smthing

else in store 4 ya ...

so expect the unexpected and live on the each passing day 

to the max of ur capacity ..

ps .. no time 4 songs today .. how bad is that :(

War Of Words.. FULL ON !!!

With elections just approaching round the corner the most interesting things on Idiot Box have again become the news channels.. 

with the opposing parties leaving no stone upturned to deface their opponents the news channels are making most of the masala that is being provided to them .. :)

right 4m Modi's budhiya to gudiya remark on Congress .. to Advani's open challenge 

for TV debate to Mr Prime Minister (as miss italy calls him :P )..

its all far 2 interesting to miss ....

one of the most interesting piece of words that i saw ws 4m a BJP spokesperson...

some ram prakash something (im bad with names u know..)

he criticized Mr PM so beautifully that i had nothing better 2 do but laugh..

he told mr rahul gandhi that if he pities the fact tht india is a poor country is

more of a failure at his party's hands as they are the ones who have ruled it for bout 90% 

of the time it has been independent .. and evn in tht span it ws his immediate family

who had the power in their hands.. so its he who should be blamed.. quite smart :P

and for mr. PM he said u're talking of national security whereas the state he himself 

represented in Rajya Sabha "Assam" is the most vulnerable state in the country..

now if he cant do nything bout security of his own state with his own party lead 

govt in state and in centre .. what can v expect of him 4 the whole nation ??

quite simple and straight to the point no ???

nywayz.. my blog has 2 b pro-BJP because of my personal inclination towards it..

but the fact remains ... y CANT our PM accept an open debate ??

y did he said that he would have resigned if US Nuc deal didnt wrk out ??

i mean .. i dnt knw .. ws it tht imp ?? wht else can he say he did ??

i am not blaming the recession on him.. but inflataion on food articles is 

smthing i dnt think he did nythig bout.. and that despite the fact his

gove claims of record agricultural production ???

what has he he given us other than more quotas ?? more vulnerable states ??

and more expensive democracy ??

I see anti-incumbency playing its role this time ...

lets C ...

Battle Field Of H&B

Since childhood dayz we used to talk bout the fact how there's a rat race out there in the world ..
Never did i knew that i am also gonna b a rat in the midst of all this crowd..
i thought i ws different and these things dnt effect me.. but i couldnt escape and became prey of this mad mad world trying 2 out perform every1 they knw and b some1..
what this some1 is ?? well that is no1 of us really knows.. we just know that we've got to run..
we've got to run this race till the point we can c sm1 ahead.. and because some1 will always b ahead we'll b running always.. :)
that reminds me i didnt run today :(
chalo koi naa .. i hope my FDD will b worth missing that :)

cming back 2 topic... this battlefield of H&B.. matlab heart and brain .. this battle goes on
till the point u decide what holds more importance in ur life.. what is it ?? do u know ???
well i certainly dont :).. no qualms bout that as well.. whats the point of just knowing everything in advance??

today after a chat with my friend i realized smthing.. i realized that every single one of us is going through the same emotions, same confusions, same scenarios with a tad bit difference in wht v see ahead.. as ppl divide society on basis of cast creed and color i think todays division shall be made on the basis of heart and brain followers..

v all at some point of our lives wanna follow our heart then decide that brain shall make the right decision, then think whats the point of troubling urself.. then think that whats the point of not having made a point of ur own ??
then thinking that is this what i want ? then thinking what we like ??
what makes us happy...
well that is where the key lies.. followur heart or ur brain it aint worth it if it cant give a smile on ur face at the end of it.. we all miss whatever sacrifices that we make on our way 2 b smthing or some1 .. we miss our parents, miss hanging out with friends, miss being our stupid lazy self,..
but we stil run.. :)
we all know we are running dear friends .. just look around .. take a breath have a little smile on your face and then start running again... :)

after my chat .. my player played ::
"Looking back on the things i've done.. i was trying 2 be some1".. backstreet boyz..
whole world knows rest of the lyrics :)

just 2 lines of poem i started..
"time o time y do u flyby ??
come here sit with me just have a sigh "

pata nahin will write more or not :)

excerpt 4m our conversation::
me: :) sahi mein yaar .. rat race rote the aaj hum bhi wohi ban ke reh gaye hain 12:38 PM
Dee: evn if u win d race u remain a rat.. :(
me: sad but true but no1 ever thinks that they've won 12:39 PM
Dee: khair koi na..yeh saari apni dimag ki feelings hoti hai..dil wali nai.. : yeh bhi sahi hai..
me: v follow the mirage of happiness ye dil hi hai jo rota hai dimaakh ni :)
Dee: wahi toh mai bol rai yaar.. aajkal humlog sirf dimag se feel karne lage hai..12:40 PM
nai yaar.. mujhe aisa lagne laga hai ki its in my hands.. mai jab chahun khush feel kar sakti hun..
me: yes12:41 PM
very true
Deep: evn in petty things.. sacchi.. aajkal bott hota hai mere saath aisa..
me: pata nahin ye kitna sahi hai waise but hota to aisa hi hai :)
Dee: issiliye mai bol rai ki dimmak feel karne laga hai mera toh aajkal.. dil pata nai kya kar raha.. :(
me: sab ke saath :)12:43 PM
Dee: offc ki thotful mode.. :)
me: dil ki pooch ke chalne ki himat ni hum mein isliye safe option


I wanted to copy paste the entire conversation .. but shayad zyada ho jaata :P
nywayz.. dee has also written on the same.. feel free to browse that.. she writes much better then me :)
http://luttuttut.blogspot.com/2009/04/kaash-mera-dil-soch-pata.html

Hungry Kya ??

For all those who know me et all must know that im not a foodie.. so using this dominos lingo cant b for food right :)
This is the hunger for knowledge.. hunger for all that is lying around you that is still to be tamed..
still to be made urs .. still to be conquered and understood...
Ppl say they become old when the heart stops to flirt ..
i say one gets old when one's brain stops to admire all the nuances of untouched horizons around one..
when u succumb to what all u know and decide in ur heart of hearts that there's nothing better w8ing 4 ya .. u are old..

as is beautifully said.. " change is the only constant" .. this blatant truth should be accepted with open arms and one should try to find their niche throughout..

one may say that it would mean a constant struggle throughout.. but i would say that life never promised to be a piece of cake .. did it ??? naa i dont think so..
so instead of staring at it and trying to save on calories .. keep cutting the cake in every day party of life and keep ordering fresh stock to keep ya going :)

ps.. arziyan.. delhi 6 .. awesome song :)